There are a lot of immature * in my life

[Tell]

You're... 14, right? 15? It's normal to feel that way to other people of similar age, heck, I felt the same way when some most of my friends back then decided to start working after middle school, mainly because I went through the most extreme phases of puberty before/around age 14. They were in the middle of it, probably still are. Consider yourself lucky, you, as much as we, actually realise what could happen to you, most others don't do that at all. That gives you an advantage. You don't need to really leave. At most take a break for a week or two from the forums, but no need for more, really. Distancing yourself from toxic and contagiously foul people in real life is a good idea though. If their company has no benefits besides feeding your basic social need, then they're no good for you. Keep yourself "clean" when you can, basically. Just work on yourself. Develop a hobby, focus on school or do something with your time, play an instrument or join some club, the anime club is a nice idea but if you're not really into anime that doesn't seem too productive. Especially if the people over there are headed for "failure" even though they're nice.

As for deep conversations, the reason we don't really have them is that no one initiates them. It just never seems to be the right time. If someone just broke the ice, found a good topic, our minds' more serious and enlightened contents would just pour out like a monsoon at its height.

As for... the butch thing, man, we were just joking. Really. I apologise deeply if that actually annoyed or offended you that much. Won't happen again.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laconic_phrase Here. If we really cut out the small talk and tease here and there, we'd end up like this. Just uttering words here and there, having fun for a moment, but with long periods of silence in between. Which defeats the purpose of a place where we go to have fun company.


EDIT: Forgot to mention, stay the fuck away from drugs. Seriously.

Um... I pretty sure he's around 17ish...

Tau? No, I'm pretty very sure he's 14.

Well okay then.

[Luna]

14 does not sound right at all.

[Ivan2006]

I hink Tau turned 15 my now.

[Tau]

I turn 15 in November. Most of you are way off.

I thought of some long-winded thing to add to this thread, but I'm too busy to type it out now. I'll do it later.

[Saravanth]

Looking forward to it.

[Tau]

Okay. So.

I am somewhat irritated at the lack of insightful discussion going on here, but that's my fault just as much as it is you guys'. As for the 'immature *' bit, I'm not entirely sure how I got to that conclusion. I guess I projected my irritation at my IRL friends onto you guys, I think? I dunno, I'm not a psychologist. I've been under a lot of pressure recently, for a myriad of reasons.

So yeah, you guys are mostly good people, and my IRL friends aren't really serving any other purpose other than to be able to tell myself that 'hey, you have friends, shit's alright'. They aren't really very good people.

I'll still be checking the forum regularly, but I think I need to lurk for a while, just to unwind. If shit breaks, and I don't notice, shoot me a message on Skype.

Thanks, guys. You're still some of the better friends I've had.

[Saravanth]

o7 Good luck, Tau

[Prototype]

Well good luck mate, I recently had one of my best friends start to go "off the rails", so I can sort of understand your frustration.

If you need someone to watch over the ACP between me and Error we can probably cover things, but I'll need a manual or something.

[Error]

Whatever your reasons, good luck with sorting yourself / your life out.

o7 fly safe.

[Vinyl]

Stay shiny m8, o7.

[Ivan2006]

uhh...
uhm.
See you in the 'Verse?

[Tell]

I'm Tell Manly, fly safe.

[Ivan2006]

I think we need a catchphrase thread.

[Archduke Daynel, PhD]

So long, and thanks for all the fish.